Alex Rushfirth - Maya Lyrics

Maya
You're a light
Maya
You keep me right
I'm lonely
I'm turning into a garden
And i'm over grown
If only
If only
I could wake up
And grow
Controlling
The walls
And the doors
The way i walk
But i don't
Or i won't
Or i can't

Maya i'm feeling low down that I'm digging a secondary basement
The heaviest point that my head has reached since education
I'm wasting life elation I'm melting into the carpet
And i'm fading i'm fading
Just hold me
If only
I would know things
And grow

Into a whole me
And the world is the earth not just my head
I'm traversing the universe while i'm undressed

Maya
I'm a user
I'm codependent on the futurist musings of companies in old california
They own me
They own me
And they know me
And everything I've typed in to google

I am a
I am a loner
Oh
Keep me in boxes forever
Underneath mattress
Then again
Someone will find me
Oh
Wash me up under the water
And let me flow down to the
Sewer

(Let me flow down)

Maya
You are abusive
Everything you said was an illusion
You selected and dissected the world
When it's all connected
It's a wholeness
Nothing separate

I am it
He is it
She is it
And that's just the way that it's always been
Then again
I have no say in it
Be with it
You are it
And i think that i am ok with this
But i don't really know