Alexa Kate - Delusional Lyrics

Just pinch me so I feel something
Getting tired of the noise that's in my head
That tells me that I'm onto something
You can talk all you want, but I'm done listening
And it might look to you like I'm just self sabotaging
Like I get all the things I want and get them when I want it
But that's the farthest from the truth, I live like I'm sleepwalking
It's not how it's supposed to go
I'm moving on and letting go
And all this time that I've been wasting, waiting for dreams to come true
It's easier to be delusional
Than to say I'm not okay
So I make it up
Like it's always been this way
So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
Too young to worry
So I'll be delusional (it's only temporary)
Maybe it's easier to mess it up
Instead of standing here, waiting to see if I'm enough
Stare in the mirror, pretend that I feel love
Disregard all the toxic thoughts that I've been thinking of
And it might look to you like I'm just self sabotaging
Like I get all the things I want and get them when I want it
But that's the farthest from the truth, I live like I'm sleepwalking
It's not how it's supposed to go
I'm moving on and letting go
And all this time that I've been wasting, waiting for dreams to come true
It's easier to be delusional
Than to say I'm not okay
So I make it up
Like it's always been this way
So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
Too young to worry
So I'll be delusional
I know that I've been playing with fire for too long
But now I'm starting to get burned
You can't say I'm not trying
Cause I'm trying
It's easier to be delusional
Than to say I'm not okay
So I make it up
Like it's always been this way
So I pretend that I'm in the clouds, and I'm safe up here for now
Too young to worry
So I'll be delusional (it's only temporary)