Alexander12 - Triggers Lyrics

Triggers all around me
Looking in the mirror
How did I get trigger fingers
Triggers all around me
Looking in the mirror
Oh my how did I get trigger fingers
Be quick to point the blame
Be quick to voice the shame
I keep it to myself
But in my thoughts that shit be so insane
These people blow my brain
Folk be expecting you to be what they project of you
If not that's dirt thrown on your name
I see it clear as day
I used to never understand why motherf*cker bite the hand from with the light was gave
I shine my light and save
Life a hell of a price to be alive around the uninspired mental slaves
Oops there I go again
I'm judging family, lovers, pushing away my friends
But truthfully them words depend
On who we calling
End
Lost my connection to niggas I though was falling in
We wind up falling out
I wind up calling out
Ain't even working to serve the people
I'm stalling out
Trying to keep me from hollerin' out
Like f*ck a pistol I'm trying to guide me a missile
Still wondering why the f*ck my finger on this trigger
Triggers all around me
Looking in the mirror
How did I get trigger fingers
Triggers all around me
Looking in the mirror
Oh my how did I get trigger fingers
Trying to learn how to balance
My heart is pure but my ego he want the life of Alex
But now I'm Alexander
People don't understand that
Bitches especially
See me
They wanna look in my eyes and read my destiny
How could I blame a pretty face
She like the vibe and I could do a lot better with keeping my energy in place
It's energy she craves
I radiate for days
The waviest of waves
But see my woman is my solar's rays
She hate the way we fight
I just get careless
She spill her heart out embarrassed
Cause I never seem to swing my right
Even knowing I'm wrong
Scared when I write these songs
I'll take all of our shit along
And open up the doors to home
She keep me warm and calm
A peaceful presence
An earth angel from heaven
Providing and guiding lessons
But every time I turn my head
Somehow I got her stressing
Or shooting her feelings down
Cause the press of what she expressing
Triggers all around me
Looking in the mirror
How did I get trigger fingers
Triggers all around me
Looking in the mirror
Oh my how did I get trigger fingers
To shed
Seems like a process we all dread
To see the old you laying lifeless
Cold & Dead
See just like the snake
We undergo great amounts of stress while shedding
Can't rush the codes embedding
To peel away the flesh
That is not ready to be yet
Will only cause you pain
Under the worlds domain
So take ya time and move slow
Let ya soul glow
Then shed a tear in the mourning
Of who you once was
A metaphor a broken world
To shed the dead
Transform the God head
And transcend through the wicked
Even in the thickness of sickness
We can still see the light
When all is not lost but it just ain't right
How you react with these triggers all around
In the midst can ya soul be found
How will you choose to get ahead
Will you say the things that ain't been said
Will you live and let die
To be born again
Or cover your head
And be misled
These are the layers of Us
To shed