Alexander Andrade - Coming of Age Lyrics

I hear that you're coming back
And you swear that you've changed
But I can't be blamed for believing that you're the same
And I've moved on I've come to terms
You're not needed anymore
And something tells me that you never were
But I'm waking on eggshells again
You made me like this
Now every song I sing
Is the anguish that you left behind
I'm grown now
I can say the words I don't have to lie
Sorry isn't good enough
Goodbye's just not the same
You can't take back twenty years of your god damn games
I was brought up by your lies
And you live and you learn sometimes
But sometimes you just have enough to break even
Even though it's been a few years
I speak to you every time I stammer and stutter in conversation
And every time I wonder about life
Or if I'm saying the right thing
Or maybe they think I'm as f*cked up as I do
But we've been down this road before
I'm too anxious
Perhaps I'm not equipped for this
But I don't have to hide anymore
I'll say it out load even though I'm not dreaming
Around the corner there's no swinging or screaming
Sorry isn't good enough
Goodbye's just not the same
You can't take back twenty tears of your god damn games
I was brought up by your lies
And you live and you learn sometimes
But sometimes you just have enough to break even
'Cause I'm not a kid anymore
So I'll call you by your name
Say what you will, but I won't accept your god damn blame
'Cause you did this to me
And there is no recovery, I've said my piece but I won't ever get even