Alexp - His Story Lyrics

Write you this message
Hope you're doing well
Baby since you walked out
Life's been like hell
Cause I
Been paranoid and i've been crushing it's true
Tryna be nice so I stay friends with you
But you
Been walking out with him
I lost and you gon win
Your calling him the one
When you say you're just friends
And now i'm like a disgrace
I'm tryna kiss your face
And you been leading me on
I'm tryna take his place

I been crying on the phone
And staying up real late at night
Because the voices in my head
Just make it hard to sleep real tight
And I been faking all these smiles
Telling people i'm alright
But it's just harder to go on
When I think of you all the time
And I don't know if you miss me
The past is just history
The truth can't be found
When the lies come to hit me
And maybe i'm Schizo
I keep it on down low
But all of the thoughts
Make them harder to drown tho

Wait let me back it up
The other side ain't enough
Cause all the tension got me falling out
And back into love
You telling me one thing
But telling him another
You don't want no drama
But you want 2 lovers
Love it when you speak
But it ain't been to me
I'm so stressed
I'm on my 4th mental breakdown this week
Breaking down into pieces
Through the past couple seasons
February alone cause you ain't been just with me so

I've been tryna move on from all the things you did
All the smiles got me feeling like a little kid
Might go solo and maybe just fly up off the grid
Get my mental health straight so who am I to kid cause

I been crying on the phone
And staying up real late at night
Because the voices in my head
Just make it hard to sleep real tight
And I been faking all these smiles
Telling people i'm alright
But it's just harder to go on
When I think of you all the time
And I don't know if you miss me
The past is just history
The truth can't be found
When the lies come to hit me
And maybe i'm Schizo
I keep it on down low
But all of the thoughts
Make them harder to drown tho