aleyuh - fly Lyrics

I didn't wanna open my eyes
I didn't even try
But when I finally opened my eyes
I wasn't surprised
And I knew it all along
You never really felt that strong
I didn't wanna believe
You really wanted me gone

So why can't you help me
Reach for something
Better than the darkness that we've been drowning in
And yet you drag me
Back to the beginning
You never wanted to see my fly
Only to fall

I didn't wanna fight this fight, yeah
But when I finally tried
You didn't wanna open your eyes
And I wasn't surprised
I never wanna pick up arms
But you gave me no choice
Yeah, you pushed me to far
Then you act as if it was all my fault

So why can't you help me
Reach for something
'Cause I'm starting to think that you love to see me drown
And when you've got me
Misery loves company
And you'd rather me bleed then to lift me up off the ground

Cut like a knife when I
Cut like a knife when I
Cut like a knife when I
Cut like a knife when I speak
Cut like a knife when I leave
'Cause they cut like a knife when you're weak

So I guess I'll help me
Reach for something
Better than the darkness that I've been living in
And even when I'm crawling
And it feels like there's no ending
I know I can
Reach within
To find the will to fly

And I locked away my heart
And I threw away the key
'Cause I don't need you anymore
And I don't owe you anything
Cut like a knife when I
Cut like a knife when I
Cut like a knife when I