Don't Give Up Video (MV)

Spirit say don't give up but what can I do
When the future's lookin' dim with nothin' to pursue
I took a gamble on life, now I wanna back out
Yeah the mac's out, just wanna get rid of the black cloud
That's circlin' above my shed, load the led
F*ck all this i think I'll be better of dead
Cuz it can't get much worse than this that's fo' sure
They ac' like the know but don't nobody know
Tapped up the bath on self aimed warpath
Run it in your head man it's simple math
No will, no cash equaling a walkin' ghost
Get rid of the ops I'm my own worst foes
The more I try, the worse it goes
One big f*ck up so in the hearse I'll pose
I pray that my next life won't sick duck
But I can still hear it: don't give up

Looked to the bathroom then back to the phone
Number's in my hand but I'm shakin' in my bones
I've always had a problem makin' a call
Starin' at the crossroads got me brakin' to a crawl
I've bawled my eyes out I miss bein' cold
I miss goin' stone when there was to much to hold
Locked up tight inside
But it's comin' to a close so I gotta decide
Get at what's implied or keep goin' on
Just to get back here when I stop glowin' strong
But what if throwin's wrong and I hit an upswing
A second wind, so it'd be wrong to start buckin'
I was desperate, for someone, to reach out
Then I finally got what the voice, spout
Spirit said don't give up, don't risk it all
So I went ahead, and made the call