Alfonso - trying Lyrics

(Trying)
Stuck in my head, with all these voices
Why is this happening to me?
Wish I was able to see
That I'm my worst enemy
But how do I fight against myself?
Cause no one ever taught us how to do that
I know it's hard
I know that's life
I think that I'm thinking too much, much-much
These thoughts are keeping me outta touch, touch-touch
And I know that I'm losing my mind, mind-mind
But I'm still here after all trying, trying-trying yeah
I think that I'm thinking too much, much-much
These thoughts are keeping me outta touch, touch-touch
Yeah I'll admit to you that I'm not fine, fine-fine
But there's a part of me that will keep trying, trying
What's the point in calls and messages when I know that it won't change?
When I know that once it's over another will spring to mind
I hope you don't mind
I wanna thank you for your patience
Your patience
I think that I'm thinking too much, much-much
These thoughts are keeping me outta touch, touch-touch
And I know that I'm losing my mind, mind-mind
But I'm still here after all trying, trying-trying yeah
I think that I'm thinking too much, much-much
These thoughts are keeping me outta touch, touch-touch
Yeah I'll admit to you that I'm not fine, fine-fine
But there's a part of me that will keep trying, trying
Late at night I picture myself in 20 years time
In the same state of mind
Will it last? Time goes by fast
Late at night
Am I
Thinking too much, thinking too much?
Outta touch
That I'm my worst enemy
I think that I'm thinking too much, much-much
These thoughts are keeping me outta touch, touch-touch
Yeah I'll admit to you that I'm not fine, fine-fine
But there's a part of me that will keep trying, trying
Trying
Trying
I promise myself
That I
Will keep trying