Ali Dellas - Saturday Night Lyrics

I wish I could have a laugh, the real kind
Not the one that tumbles out when I'm stuck in my mind
Kinda nervous in a big crowd
Full of people being too loud
I wish I could yell it out, what I think
But instead I'll hold on tight to the bathroom sink
Feeling oh so out of place
Bet it's written on my face
And I try to fake it
But I just can't shake it
Cause I keep checking my phone
Feeling fine all alone
'Til I scroll and cry
Every single Saturday night
Wish I could go but I won't
Get in my car but I don't
'Til I scroll and cry
Every single Saturday night
I wish I could be a little crazy
Without being so afraid they'll hate me
I'm keeping my mouth closed
Tryna keep myself composed
And I know I let my friends down sometimes
Hoping we can speed through the goodbyes
But it's not on purpose
Boiling under the surface
Cause I keep checking my phone
Feeling fine all alone
'Til I scroll and cry
Every single Saturday night
Wish I could go but I won't
Get in my car but I don't
'Til I scroll and cry
Every single Saturday night
I wish I could have a laugh, the real kind
Not the one that tumbles out when I'm stuck in my mind
Kinda nervous in a big crowd
Full of people being too loud
Cause I keep checking my phone
Feeling fine all alone
'Til I scroll and cry
Every single Saturday night
Wish I could go but I won't
Get in my car but I don't
'Til I scroll and cry
Every single Saturday night
Saturday night
Every single Saturday night