I never saw the point of going out on the town
It's fun but I felt like I always stuck out like a clown
My mind will start to wonder on its own
And I tend to get lost in a sea of thoughts
Am I in this boat alone
Sometimes I say to myself I need to just let go
Can't always be so cautious, this fear is my home
Never know what to do, I'm good at feeling lost
Never know what to say, I can't use what I got
Never know if I have a place, Try finding where I fit
Listening for that voice inside
I pray, I meditate, I chant, I yell
I'll beg, I'm trying everything I can
Nothing seems to chill me out
These things begin to crumble in the storm
Lines blur and I'm deaf to the world
I'm three planets away
Sometimes I say to myself I need to just let go
Can't always be so cautious, this fear is my home
Never know what to do, I'm good at feeling lost
Never know what to say, I can't use what I got
Never know if I have a place, Try finding where I fit
Listening for that voice inside
I'm calling on
This sense of calm to wash over me
I can't fight it off, I can't push it deep
Gotta face it all, before you face the wall
You built of grief
I need to balance out
I need to find release
Never know what to do, I'm good at feeling lost
Never know what to say, I can't use what I got
Never know if I have a place, Try finding where I fit
Listening for that voice inside