Mess Video (MV)

I hate solitude but need to be alone
I thought I was a night owl but go to bed when I get home
You'll ask me to remind you, I'll say I won't forget
Then you'll tell me I forgot, I could have sworn I said it

The years pass by like days, and I'll start over again
And I'll fall off a dozen wagons and go back to the first plan

Look up, look out I'm a mess but I don't give up
And I'll find the right wings to fly, fly away, high away
Look up, look out I'm a mess but I don't give up
I'll find the right wings to fly, fly away, high away
From here

I miss my friends from college,
Where are they right now
And are they living the big lives we used to talk about
We had these pictures in our heads we colored in
Wonder whose got even brighter, whose have begun to fade since then

The years pass by like days, I'll start over again
And I'll fall off a dozen wagons and go back to the first plan

Look up, look out I'm a mess but I don't give up
And I'll find the right wings to fly, fly away, high away
Look up, look out I'm a mess but I don't give up
And I'll find the right wings to fly, fly away, high away

Last night no sleep, your snoring
And work has been hella boring
But this rain is pretty for a while
Got three hundred extra views
Today was quiet in the news
So yeah, I think I'm still okay to smile

Look up, look out I'm a mess but I don't give up
I'll find the right wings to fly, fly away, high away
Look up, look out I'm a mess but I don't give up
And I'll find the right wings to fly, fly away, high away
From here
From here