I looked you up
And stared at you picture until I felt sick to my stomach
I'm not sure why I keep picking at the scab
You're smiling up at the camera
And you and your brother look so sweet hugging
You look the same as the day that we met
And I feel your hands on me
Your hands on me
Again and again and again
And again and again and again
You sent me a text a few weeks ago
I still haven't answered
I'm really not sure how to say I tear up when I talk to you
I keep swallowing morsels of you down
To choke on
And cough up
And spit out
I'm not sure why
But I do
Til I feel your hands on me
I feel your hands on me
Again and again and again
And again and again and again
And again and again and again
And again and again and again