Alissayn - Seen Lyrics

Now I'm free
Don't know what life I want to lead
I just want to be me
I just want to be seen
Changed when I was 23
Saw some shit I can't unsee
I just want to be me
I just want to be seen

I want my dick out at all times
The ice is broke so when I show you my psychosis we'll be all fine
You can catch me offline,
Lotus pose, Om Shanti
Bitch I almost died, ain't no bullshit gon' stop me
They prescribed me medication
I left that for meditation
Then I found a girl I like who only come from penetration
That requires hella patience
Good thing I got gentle nature
Don't mistake it
Still a mental case when I put pen to paper
Special ain't it
I think I'm a crack baby
Got told I was bad or I got dropped on my head maybe
Retraced my whole life for explanations for what I'm feeling
A regular life I want, like them, but I'm different

(I just left it all in the street
My double life is over but my life ain't over
It's all about you
It's you)

Now I'm free
Don't know what life I want to lead
I just want to be me
I just want to be seen
Changed when I was 23
Saw some shit I can't unsee
I just want to be me
I just want to be seen

I tried weed for the first time with John
We laughed all night long
I was 16 and they made me rob
I think that f*cked me up wrong
Congrats to me
I can now look in the mirror without dissociating
I'm on a mission listen closely I won't say again
All of the stuff they told you's bogus
No one knows what's real
I get a bad rap
What's up with that
Don't sit back
Rome wasn't built in a moment
Know I'm learning from it
Omit from the story what you want and own it
Stay a while
Get to know me then break me down
Give me compliment and make me smile
Make me feel seen then I'm out

(I reached my breaking point, that's what it was. Like, am I allowed to be human?
I grew up on Wrightwood Street
Buck, 2, 3)

Now I'm free
Don't know what life I want to lead
I just want to be me
I just want to be seen
Changed when I was 23
Saw some shit I can't unsee
I just want to be me
I just want to be seen