alkayn - dead on arrival Lyrics

I'd do anything to feel alive
If I take this pill, I'll be dead 'fore I arrive
She don't wanna live, devil tattooed on her thigh
She grips the knife in her hand as she looks me in my eyes
And I know, yeah I know, oh I know
It's my fault, it's my fault, it's all my fault
I don't have time for your ignorance
My hearts been burning like Icarus
I've been tryna change, it's rigorous
We're too far apart, there's dissonance
I need you now
I can't breathe or hear a sound
How could you leave? We made a vow
I'm young and dumb, it all goes south
I fall apart at the seams
Derealization, I'm a machine
You haunt me in like all my dreams
My voice suppressed, yeah I can't scream
I hate you now
I can't be myself when you're around
I can't go lower, at the ground
Just wish that I could make you proud
I'd do anything to feel alive
If I take this pill, I'll be dead 'fore I arrive
She don't wanna live, devil tattooed on her thigh
She grips the knife in her hand as she looks me in my eyes
And I know, yeah I know, oh I know
It's my fault, it's my fault, it's all my fault