I see your eyes around the corner
I splash my face into some water
Yeah, paranoia, and disorders
It's not safe, I tried to warn her
She didn't listen, yeah she was f*ckin' gone in an instant
I start to lose cognition
It's gone along with my vision
It's hard to see, it's hard to breathe
I feel the shivers in my teeth
I think I'm dying, I start to grieve
My thoughts all kill me silently
I've been trying to find a way, but some things don't ever f*cking change
I try to suppress these memories, but they come back on full display
I've been trying to find a way, but some things don't ever f*cking change
I try to suppress these memories, but they come back on full display
I lead my mind into a ditch, think I might pop my f*cking lid
They tell me I'll go far, and I'm just a kid
I know, but I don't really want to exist
It's so damn hard to stay awake
Bad thoughts, and all of these headaches
My minds a glass, about to break
Overthink about every step I take
It's hard to see, it's hard to breathe
I feel the shivers in my teeth
I think I'm dying, I start to grieve
My thoughts all kill me silently
I've been trying to find a way, but some things don't ever f*cking change
I try to suppress these memories, but they come back on full display
I've been trying to find a way, but some things don't ever f*cking change
I try to suppress these memories, but they come back on full display