I wish I was strong
Then I could let this go
But I can't now
Or maybe it's just that I won't
Cause it's in my heart
And it's become all I am
So much for the future
So much for the best laid plans
The clouds could roll away
The sun could shine again
You could show me how to leave
And still I'll choose revenge
Cause I broke then
And I can never heal
Not that I want to
Because it's all that I feel
I have nothing to lose
Everything is gone
And I keep going forward
But I never moved on
Don't look so surprised
It's eye for f*cking eye
Still remember the day this began
But I've chased you so long
I don't know who I am
I thought I'd waver
But I understand
That the choice is so easy
With you in my hand
There's no f*cking closure
This ever could bring
And it scares me to think
I would not change a thing
About where this led me
And what I will do
But you shattered my life
So I'm taking yours too
I think we both now
That this pain won't go away
So you just lie there bleeding
And I'll go dig two graves