all in ur head - Misery is Haunting Lyrics

Dear Diary
Another day I spend spinning about the past
I thought I was done being delusional
I wish I knew how to forgive without forgetting
When you've been gaslit as long as I have
It's no wonder you don't trust yourself
Hey
I try to tell myself that it's over
But I can't shake these feelings of doubt
Keep telling myself that it's for the best
But it's like my heart can't forget
You probably assume I'm over the gloom
Wouldn't wish this pain on anybody but you
You played me a fool, so shame on you
I'm learning that there's nothing left to hold on to
Can't keep living in misery
Finally doing what's best for me
Now you're someone I can't rid myself of
Get out of my life, this can't be love
Forget their name, don't waste your time explaining
They probably find your breakdown entertaining
The misery comes haunting me whenever I'm alone
Creeping in so sudden
God, please just let me go
But they'll be everything you want them to be, Baby
Baby
I try to tell myself that it's over
But I can't shake these feelings of doubt
Keep telling myself that it's for the best
But it's like my heart can't forget
Gas fills the room, intoxicated by fumes
Couldn't see when you were always clouding the view
Your blade cuts into me right on queue
No winning when there's always someone changing what's true
Forget their name, don't waste your time explaining
They probably find your breakdown entertaining
The misery comes haunting me whenever I'm alone
Creeping in so sudden
God, please just let me go
But they'll be everything you want them to be, Baby
Baby
Leave me the f*ck alone
I won't pick up anymore of your phone calls
Leave me the f*ck alone
I won't pick up anymore of your phone calls
Leave me the f*ck alone
I won't pick up anymore of your phone calls
The misery comes haunting me whenever I'm alone
Creeping in so sudden
God, please just let me go
But they'll be everything you want them to be, Baby
Baby
I try to tell myself that it's over
But I can't shake these feelings of doubt
Keep telling myself that it's for the best
But it's like my heart can't forget
Anyway, I guess that's all for today
I just hope nobody ever finds this
P.S next time someone tries to gaslight you
Burn their f*cking house down