So don't ask me how I've been 'cause I'll never be the same again
And I won't play your stupid game this time because it's all pretend
You are chaos in disguise, I knew better than to call a friend
How could I have been so blind, how could I have let you in?
Too late I find
That it's not my state of mind
I've been bled dry
Too late I find
That it won't just take some time
I've been
I believed in the misery in me
And it cost me all of my dreams
I believed in the misery in me
Left me shattered, left me incomplete
Now I see through that disguise, it couldn't end another way
Everything that you despise was hidden in every word you'd say
I have given up that life, I wish it didn't end this way
How could I have been so blind, how could I have let you in?
Too late I find
That it's not my state of mind
I've been bled dry
Too late I find
That it won't just take some time
I've been
I believed in the misery in me
And it cost me all of my dreams
I believed in the misery in me
Left me shattered, left me incomplete
I believed in the misery in me
And it cost me all of my dreams
I believed in the misery in me
Left me shattered left me incomplete