I'm lost
Drowning in the dark
It seems I'm not enough
I'm drowning in the misery
I've lost myself
I'm guessing only time will tell
If I can ever seem to find relief from
From all the panic deep inside of me
I don't want to fade away
Don't want to be replaced
I know I have to change
I thought I'd buried the thorn
All the misery
Don't feel the same anymore
I want to find relief
From all of this emptiness I feel
Inside of me
Always
Running away from reality
I'm trying to find a light
Because I bury the sorrow
The hurt and regret
Until the panic is gone, and I know
That I'm breaking down
If I can ever seem to find relief, then
I'm gonna have to find the missing piece
Got my head above the clouds
I'm never coming down
Staring back at my reflection
Cause I always f*cking drown
I thought I'd buried the scorn
F*cking memories
I've never felt this before
I want to find relief
I'm sick of this hollow empty feeling
In my chest
Always
Running away from reality
I'm trying to find a light
Because I bury the sorrow
The hurt and regret
Until the panic is gone, and I know
That I'm breaking down
Running away from reality
I'm trying to find a light
Because I bury the sorrow
The hurt and regret
Until the panic is gone, and I know
That I'm breaking down
Falling
I'm losing hope
Find me a way out
Cause I have built what I've broken
I'm stuck in my head
The nightmares awaken
'Til I reach the end
Gave it all that I've got
It tore me apart
I long for the silence
That comes in the dark
Cause I have built what I've broken
I'm stuck in my head
The nightmares awaken
'Til I reach the end
Gave it all that I've got
It tore me apart
I long for the silence
That comes in the dark
I'm at the end of all I know
I've got my head in a noose
There's nothing left I can lose
Cause I have given it all
My heart and my sorrow
I stumble and fall
I'm hitting rock bottom
I've got my head in a noose
There's nothing left I can lose
Cause I have given it all
My heart and my sorrow
I stumble and fall
I'm hitting rock bottom
Don't want my head in a noose
I've got to break through
I'm falling, I'm falling
Don't let me fade away