Allen Thomas - love is a weapon Lyrics

I woke up today
But I wish I didn't
Can't stop this pain
It's just the beginning
I would've made you my wife
But all your love was a lie I
Feel nothing inside
If I was lucky, I'd die
What you did to me was unforgivable
But I still think of you when I am all alone
My default is depression
Your love is a weapon
You're locked out of heaven
My shadows
The only one that's for me
I see your colors
When you're walking away
Blue hour
Fifteen minutes of pain
Blue hour
My favorite time of the day
You were the only thing I ever know
Ten years of love didn't mean shit to you
Took you two weeks to find someone new
I hope your guilt kills you before I do
What you did to me was unforgivable
But I still think of you when I am all alone
My default is depression
Your love is a weapon
You're locked out of heaven
My shadows
The only one that's for me
I see your colors
When you're walking away
Blue hour
Fifteen minutes of pain
Blue hour
My favorite time of the day
I'm obsessed with the thought of you feeling my pain
I'm obsessed with the thought of you feeling my pain
I'm obsessed with the thought of you feeling the way you make me feel
My shadows
The only one that's for me
I see your colors
When you're walking away
Blue hour
Fifteen minutes of pain
Blue hour
My favorite time of the day
My favorite time of the day
Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I live in it this time
I live for you
I love my life because of you
I'm proud I am your mom