AllyBandzz - Best Me Lyrics

Been left behind too many times no they ain't waiting for me
Got to go fix my mind feel like I'm dying, I'm tired of lies just stay away from me
You know I'm trying to make it right
How you gonna drop the ball before we made it home, girl you know that we both wrong
Right before the holidays you left the house and you went back to where your mama stay
I know you gone be fine, how the f*ck I'm a be ok
Posting on the gram like I'm the man hoping you thinking about me
Trying to get my life together, saving up for rainy weather
I keep getting asked why my nails painted
(Mind your business)
For the ones who don't know, I swear it ain't for show
I'm really me I know you see
(I know you see)
I'm want to be the best me
You gone go with another I thought we had each other
We been doing this for so long it's like I'm stuck in a maze
You been gone for some days, tallying up the time you gone wishing that you would've stayed
I know this shit is all my fault, you was right I was wrong
It's cool that I ain't got nobody
(I'm use to being alone)
Got so much pain that's up inside me
(Know that we both grown)
I just needed you beside me
On the road that we know singing all the way home
Would try to make you feel shame
I'm done with the childish games
I just want my family back
And I know you feel the same
You already lied on my name
How does it feel to know the life you had with me is gone, shit been driving me insane
Been left behind too many times no they ain't waiting for me
Got to go fix my mind feel like I'm dying, I'm tired of lies just stay away from me
You know I'm trying to make it right
How you gonna drop the ball before we made it home, girl you know that we both wrong
Right before the holidays you left the house and you went back to where your mama stay
I know you gone be fine, how the f*ck I'm a be ok
Posting on the gram like I'm the man hoping you thinking about me
Trying to get my life together, saving up for rainy weather