Long Time Video (MV)

I know you waited on me for a long time
Really hit the bottom and I thought I lost my mind
Remember all the times that I wanted to be fine
Now I'm looking back and I really lost my mind
Lemme go and tell ya how I felt a week ago
To be honest, I forgot, but it's the weekend tho
I'm with shorty tryna think of places we can go
It's only certain types of chances, see the dice we roll
I was cruisin by my lonely
Blasting music from the homie
Seeing every dream we thought of
And the lights were shining on me
I just wanna cop a rollie
Diamonds shining bright up on me
That's just way too much to ask for
Pray to God, lay blessings on me
And I see the evil lurking
Tryna make a different person
And I think I found my purpose
Imma break all of these curses
Know my people really hate it
But I'm striving for this greatness
If you see me here today, just know tomorrow isn't dated
I know you waited on me for a long time
Really hit the bottom and I thought I lost my mind
Remember all the times that I wanted to be fine
Now I'm looking back and I really lost my mind
2018 came and gone, I got shit tatted on my arm
And well my mind was running circles, coulda swore that shit had gone
Accident in 2019, thought I'd really meet my maker
But a voice had told me no because my mission started right there
And I'm agitated, hella aggravated cause I'm living
Ask the Lord why ain't he kill me cause the pain would end all right there
And I'm selfish, why should I care
I can't really find a light there
I'm not really tryna fight fair
Wash the dirt all outta my hair
Got the smell of asphalt burning in my nose like I'm still sliding
Hear me cry all in the ambulance, the silence was inviting
Weight got heavy on my shoulders, see my blood, no I'm not lying
I'm just thinking how I failed you even though I keep on trying
But I know you waited on me for a long time
Really hit the bottom and I thought I lost my mind
Remember all the times that I wanted to be fine
Now I'm looking back and I really lost my mind