Six am
I woke up in a sweat again
In my dream I was running
And running
And running
11 am
I wanted to cry again
In my ears you were screaming
And screaming
And screaming
And I'll say nothing
Baby are you bluffing
That it's not worth the call
So I bend and break and fold
It's the dealer's choice
What I am dealt
But they couldn't care less
How bad it felt
Playing my cards
Not very well
And I guess I must admit
I might need help
Sunday night
I fell apart and put myself back together
Nobody would know better
Than you after a kiss
Or the scars I can't dismiss
I've learned enough to know
That I might need a therapist
It's the dealer's choice
What I am dealt
But they couldn't care less
How bad it felt
Playing my cards
Not very well
And I guess I must admit
I might need help
How did it come to this
Rationalize why I need to live
Tear apart my limbs
And break my wrists
Just don't let my family
See me like this
It's the dealer's choice
What I am dealt
But they couldn't care less
How bad it felt
Playing my cards
Not very well
And I guess I must admit
I might need help
It's the dealer's choice
What I am dealt
But they couldn't care less
How bad it felt
Playing my cards
Not very well
And I guess I must admit
I might need help