Almostgone - Sensitive Lyrics

I'm sensitive dramatically argumentative Super sensitive
To people talking bout my ex flexing on me
Texting me bashing me with every text the things
They say are negative they are so repetitively insensitive

They had me contemplating life
Luckily my friends were there
To help me strive through the pain
Help me strive down the lane
Of strain I don't complain
Even though I hate the pain that's in my lane
Complain sustain insane humane

Profane vain words they say about me
Try to fight back with returns burns outbursts confirmed
I learned that the world's against me tryna test me
Said take away the pain but all I got was even more pain

To a degree wanted to flee we dont agree I guarantee
That life can suck but it gets better over time you see
I fight for freedom wanna be free to live life without
People bashing me I'm like a tree

Burdens fall off new ones come back
Leaves fly away come back with a track
For each mood that I go through try to eat a beat like it's meat
But still can't cope through the pain main
Frame picture frame change lanes undercover lame
Lyrics same gimmicks lame mimics same analytics
Let's all get on the fame train lyrically im on cocaine
Lyrically i'm insane no reason to complain

No hook pure rap good looks fast lapse
Off track been that adhd does that I'm beyond trash
Still sensitive competitive overly negative regenerate
Rhymes like lives fake lies same time came to help people dealing
With the same crimes same lives
Came to help people dealing
With the same lies but all I got was 200 plays on take away
I can't decide
I guess it's an ok start once again I'm off track
So let's go back once again repeating myself again
Once again repeat the beat until I die and overheat
Repeat the beat eat the beat until I die and overheat
Til finally I break down cause my emotions get the best of me
Once again I die emotionally
People bashing me telling me it's my fault over everything
That happens in their lives it freaking sucks man

Once again I try to slow down so that I don't cry
But I simply can't deny that if I cry I might die
Emotionally I shouldn't be afraid but it's too late
Cause fear just went inside my head and stabbed my frontal lobe
Oh here we go again I wanna stay alive but the lanterns follow me
Even though I left the district of fear it still follows me
Fear is like a parasite it follows you until you die
Until you jump off a cliff and dive into a ravine of lies
I can hear the cries of kids dealing with really tough problems
In their lives abusive parents pure depression
Self harm's not the answer but they do it to numb the pressure
To numb the depression pressure in their lives
Once again I go off topic but every time I hear this crap it makes me wanna cry
Every time I hear someone say they wanna die I go and cry under the covers
Under my pillow Noone knows it but I'm dead inside I'm dead inside
Goodbye