Alone - run Lyrics

I never wanted to be this way
I'd give up my past and who I am to make it all
Go away
Forgot who I was in an instant
Never thought about asking for anything
Much less forgiveness
Getting drunk all alone and writing songs about people
Who would never get drunk over me
Fighting all of my instincts to call you and tell you
Exactly what you meant to me
But that life is long gone, I don't know where it went
Tell me what I owe you, I'd give you every cent
Give you all my belongings, I live life with resent
I can't fix all the damage I've done
I can't do anything but run