Enemy Video (MV)

Let me tell you guys
A secret that I do not tell
I'm feelin' sick
I'm not feelin' well
Let me show my insecurities
Like it's show and tell
I'm afraid of succeeding
But I'm also afraid to fail
People are telling me
I'll never succeed
But if I succeed
I'll forever bleed
I'll die on a throne
Of all my bad deeds
Or die in a fire
Of my hopes and dreams
These voices are talking
The devil is knocking
I'm trapped in a corner
I'm yelling please stop it
The boat keeps on rocking
I'm prayin' for something
But then it hit me
My God stops at nothing, nah
How can I believe in something
That I cannot see
How can I have faith
When I can't even breathe
How can I stay here
When all I wanna do is leave
But then I realized
That my biggest enemy is (woo)
How can I believe in something
That I cannot see
How can I have faith
When I can't even breathe
How can I stay here
When all I wanna do is leave
But then I realized
That my biggest enemy is (woo)
How can I stay here
When all I wanna do is leave
But then I realized
That my biggest enemy is me
Wake up in the morning
Put me in a choke hold
Fighting myself for my life
Take a big blow
Do it for the family
Ima do it for my kinfolk
You see this
Show it off at a big show
I don't know why, uh
You would even come and try, uh
I've had it up to here, Jaron
I'm done with your lies, rah
Why do you come to me
With all these thoughts
I feel like a target
That keeps getting shot
Put an "x" on my chest
Cuz "x" marks the spot
That means I'm a treasure
And I'm worth a lot
I'm seein' the laser
I'm seein' the dot
I'm seein' you got me
I'm seein' I'm caught
But why are you shakin'
Did I not tell
That I've already won
I've already fought
How can I believe in something
That I cannot see
How can I have faith
When I can't even breathe
How can I stay here
When all I wanna do is leave
But then I realized
That my biggest enemy is me
How can I believe in something
That I cannot see
How can I have faith
When I can't even breathe
How can I stay here
When all I wanna do is leave
But then I realized
That my biggest enemy is me
How can I stay here
When all I wanna to do is leave
But then I realized
That my biggest enemy is me
How can I believe in something
That I cannot see
How can I have faith
When I can't even breathe
How can I stay here
When all I wanna do is leave
But then I realized
That my biggest enemy is me