My inner sense
Is I'm a sin
I could've been
A better friend
A better man
Or better when
I had your hand
But that was then
And this is now
I learned how
To live without
You around
But I'm surrounded by your place
No escaping it for now
It's like I'm still around you baby
Even when you're not so close
I've been thinking time could save me
Now I know that I'm so wrong
I've been touching madness lately
Hoping that it's not so strong
I can't turn around and face it inside your walls
I've been
Sitting with my thoughts
In my head getting lost
In my bed I've been tossing and turning, exhausted
All my friends tell me I've been way too much
I've been off with the guilt
Trying to trust in the process
But it's been a while
Since I could smile
And maybe time can stop denial
Now I lost my mind once again
Hope my pen takes me out of this
Frenzied state I've been in but
It's like I'm still around you baby
Even when you're not so close
I've been thinking time could save me
Now I know that I'm so wrong
I've been going batshit crazy
Never thought it'd go so wrong
Now I'm counting down my days here inside your walls