Alphons - need you the most Lyrics

I struggle with it everyday
I exist in peril for my own sake
And I forget a minute then
A second turns to hours then to someday again

And right when you need me the most
I won't be home
Leave you on your own

I take it, you have been alright
I forgot you're with me, happens all the time
Wishing you a good night
Listen to you sleeping while I live my life

And right when you need me the most
I won't be home
Leave you on your own

I never even had a chance
Don't regret a thing, nor can I make amends
Fight for another day
I don't belong, I have long escaped

And right when you need me the most
I won't be home
Leave you on your own