ALS - demons Lyrics

Why would you leave me stuck in the snow
I have been dreaming, being alone
Your love I'm fiending, I've lost control
Your eyes I'm reading, I've lost my hope
If you've truly hurt before then you must know the pain
That I had to put up with like every single day
No it's not worth running for that much I can explain
Locking up my mind in jail they put me on restraints
I can feel the demons running in
Caused me all this pain where to begin
Lately I've been dreaming once again
Sorry to my family and my friends
Suffocate myself up in the ozone
Lately come to me and they like "Oh no"
Bouncing side to side like it's a pogo
Think about suicide homie it's no joke
Wonder how it works it's quite mysterious
Looking through my phone until I'm anxious
Putting parts together like it's makeshift
Watch it fall apart I'm feeling heinous
Girl I'm craving for your love there's no one that can save me
Drowning in my thoughts again I'm feeling kinda empty
Anytime I look your way my heart's going like 80
Wake up, drink, and go to bed we put that shit on repeat
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
I can feel the demons running in
Caused me all this pain where to begin
Lately I've been dreaming once again
Sorry to my family and my friends
If you look at me you'd think I'm pretty superficial
All the love you gave to me it felt quite artificial
Your lips bitter sweet it's like the caramel chocolate drizzle
Single drop inside my heart could light off a big ripple