[ Featuring Torino P ]
Baby, can't you hear my call
Is it loud enough
You don't wanna, you don't wanna fall
You know I need you
I can't do it on my own
Look, I just prayed for strength
I'm not the biggest with my muscles
At times I need a lift
The world is heavy, debt is hefty
If I can't really pay
Who takes the debt and pays in full
When they come collect
The wage is death for the sins that I committed
I'm grateful for the grace
When I lack sincere commitment to the Lord
When I choose the alcohol to go numb
Cause my soul empty
When a shorty come around to make me feel something
Then I turn right around, I see her soul
But I feel nothing
Cause I've taken certain things
God intended for her husband
I robbed him of his goods
This what brokenness can do
But no excuses on this matter
My urge to want connection has its limits
I'm just a man that's independent with his feelings
Love wasn't something I experienced as a child
Which makes sense why I just struggle
With whoever I'm connecting
God help my soul
In these times when mental health is magnified
Put on a pedestal, I couldn't help but notice
My personal behaviors
And therapy's expensive
So Google does me favors
It tells me I'm avoidant
I like to keep alone
And I like getting busy to avoid how I'm feeling
Don't like communication
Or when people express their feelings
Somewhat that overall that I'm emotionally restricted
And loving deeply isn't something I was gifted
Truthfully I'm trying
It's just y'all don't really get it
I'm at my best when I'm self-reliant
That codependency is risky
You don't wanna give them power
They'll just take it
And they leave you in the ditches
I'm sorry being intimate for me
Is only felt with no emotional commitment
Y eso es triste
Baby can't you hear my call
Is it loud enough
I don't wanna
I don't wanna fall
You know I need you
I can't do it on my own
