Alvin G - Boy II Man (Intro) Lyrics

Love my big brothers but I can't look up to em
I love my mama but I just can't get close to her
I love my pops but that bottle got evil doctrines brewing
Tryna rid these demons before my son born and that karma catch up to him
And his life is ruined
I'm tortured by nuances my parents wasn't doing
I'd hate to effect the worst decisions my son make, over some shit I wasn't doing
My mama wasn't there to teach me how to love
My pops ain't really care that I was in the Beta Club
Day to day, I had to learn shit on my own
This not to say that my pops was never home
But he was more about discipline and knowing right from wrong
I felt I couldn't speak my mind when I had something on
I moved house to house but never had a home
Things you can achieve with some love and affection
Back then daddy had a life of money and erections
And mama had her own fight battling drug addiction
Everyday I got to school battling rejection
Then I would come home just battle more rejection
Well damn is it my hair my complexion?
Is it the clothes I wear is it my breath bih?
I'm sorry, my daddy taught me better than that
But why the girls that I like don't want me?
Why my step mama don't want me?
Step brother tell me to get out his room
But I just wanna play with game with you and listen to tunes
I'm just saying when i grow up I wanna just be just like you