Alviverse - Isolation Lyrics

This is a story
For anyone who ever doubted me
This is my f*ck you
Who am I, who am I
To feel like I exist, inside
Thoughts they really have to heal, just to come up
Who are you, who are you
To tell me how to live, this life
I'll do anything for me if I wanna
Back in the day I'd play outside then come back in when it was gettn dark
Who would've known I was a living artist
I trusted no one, I debuffed the hardest
Man f*ck these products, I'm a flex to starving
Flex to starving, written logic, living martian, dipped in carnage
Witness here a different type
Pick apart the demon army
Connect here the illest mind
Cold and darkest, sinking arctic
Feel alive, I grip these tides
Making friends with this guitar pick
Felt the largest, yeah
I gained my wisdom while I walked through fire
I rode with troublemakers, dark desires
I saw my visions as I conquered miles
Fear no monster, mental garnish, evil conscious
Then it started, yeah
I thought that everyone would slow my progress, yeah
I sat in class, I couldn't grasp the knowledge, yeah
I questioned everything, the point of all this
Ok garbage, stealing, breaking into cars
Center heartless, yeah
Run the streets and vandalize apartments, yeah
Pray and weak and anyone who want it, yeah
Hide and seek from anyone with badges
No involvement, enter parties, take the products
Dangerous, goner, yeah
Imagine batman if he held no honor, no
Battle tantrums with entangled trauma, yeah
Imagine laughter, a deranged imposter
Building karma, drifting farther, evil mantra
Who am I, who am I
To feel like I exist, inside
Thoughts they really have to heal, just to come up
Who are you, who are you
To tell me how to live, this life
I'll do anything for me if I wanna
I did so wrong I think my soul was tarnished
I felt the shadows while they crept beside me, yeah
Obsessed with demons to control and guide me, yeah
Would take your team to come and test this tyrant, bloody eyelids
I watched those videos of death and violence
It wasn't funny, college kid who held enormous pride, yeah
Dealt with a bitch I couldn't trust behind me, yeah
The start of me will meet the end of times
Back and forth, yeah
Not paying attention, all the cost of what my actions brought me
GOD he granted her and she applauded me
But now I'm dead to her and all her family
Broken chanting, living hardly
Seen the stars, all my dreams they seem so inviting
Like a paradox I felt inside me
Ripped apart just to find the light
Soul enlightened, pray to GOD, reabsorb, reincarnate
Who am I, who am I
To feel like I exist, inside
Thoughts they really have to heal, just to come up
Who are you, who are you
To tell me how to live, this life
I'll do anything for me if I wanna