Leave, quit haunting me
I'm depleted mentally
Your face, it follows me
I can see it everywhere
You see, it reminds me of the times we shared
And it hurts, it's distracting me from the things
From all the things that are still around me
In a time when I'm really trying to figure my life
I'm feeling your energy
I'm reminded every time I'm closing my eyes
I can see the images
It's your life right? But is it really all mine
I'm just trying to finally heal in the meantime
It's the nights like, I really struggle til light
What's the healing remedy?
Could it be?
Could it be the look in your eyes
I just wanna go a day without wondering why
What I feel doesn't feel right
I'm a lie to myself say I never would cry
Now I'm running out of moonlight
I never chose to be woke but I cannot deny
Pray to God on the hillside
I remember when you told me you would never leave
These were words that propelled me
I remember when you told me you would love deep
Now I'm begging you to help please
I remember when I felt I was losing my mind
You told me you were done trying
Through the tunnels in the deep but you still survived
But I'm still down here
Leave, quit haunting me
I'm depleted mentally
Your face, it follows me
I can see it everywhere
You see, it reminds me of the times we shared
And it hurts, it's distracting me from the things
From all the things that are still around me
Could it be
Could it be we wasted our time?
I've been tested by the devil he will carry my pride
Like a sketch, I erase time
Count my blessings, nothing left I'm descended from light
To the depths how I kill time
Through the struggle, my escape plan to take my own life
Handcuffed, all my trust died
You can never trust a word cause people still lie
They no longer with the real fight
You can never feel assured now if it still vibes
Like a nest, I rebuild mine
Like the menace, I neglect the whole world I decided
Feel'n pressed with my messed mind
You can never win the war down here
Leave, quit haunting me
I'm depleted mentally
Your face, it follows me
I can see it everywhere
You see, it reminds me of the times we shared
And it hurts, it's distracting me from the things
From all the things that are still around me
Quit haunting me
It follows me
Quit haunting me