I keep on thinking back to what I had
Wishing somehow I could take it back
Still have memories of what was
But these memories are not enough
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I reminisce alot these days
Thinking what would I change
Thinking what was her name?
I numb away all the pain
And I tell myself I'm okay
Yeah I swear to God im okay
Yeah I promise i havent changed
But these memories that i choose to keep
Are what keep me up and wont let me sleep
I know in my head that its you and me
But down in my heart its getting hard to see
I want more than dreams I want reality
I want more than this I want everything
I want more of you I need less of them
I want love again I need love again
Yeah
I keep on thinking back to what i had
Wishing somehow I could take it back
Still have memories of what was
But these memories are not enough
Im livin better they thought i was fed up i turned it around and i came back on top
I shelter the weather the word is the bread so i promise to God im never gon stop
The mental is metal i fortified it with the sword of the lamb and He told me to chop
So I'll never let up all glorified praises be to Allah yahweh is the rock
We rock at the bottom was down for the count
Was down w the lions He liftin me out
Im solving the problem i look to the mount
When they get to lyin we sniffin em out
If you think you goliath you know what we bout
Like pass me the rock im pullin it back im shootin the shot and im knockin it down
As soon as it drop then we popular now
Gotta get to the point I aint dropped in while
The music was empty was losin my sound
The mafia thought I was it I was down
A couple of verses can take you a mile
When numbers was dropping I knew I was out
I knew I was hard but I wasn't their style
Was lost in the clouds im back on the ground
And im runnin it til my God actually proud
Im doin the race but it still free tay k
Im talking like great one they takin mayday
When I go nuts I make us a payday
Holy the water then I let it spray
Aint with the games great one don't play
I got the cheat codes down on the page
Settin it off like A . A . Left right down up i got unlimited melees
I keep on thinking back to what i had
Wishing somehow I could take it back
Still have memories of what was
But these memories are not enough