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I am left empty and broken, with nothing left to give
I have no reason to breathe, nonetheless to live
I stare with no energy at the wall where I lay
No words come to mind, nothing else to say

Paralyzed by fear, hate, pain and dread
Screaming in my ears threatens to rip apart my head
There is movement around me but I don't care
Motionless, my body just is there

"Why" you ask repeatedly, and I do not reply
I still look forward with my eyes completely dry
You kick me to make your point seem crystal f*cking clear
You want an answer and you're still here

I refuse to comply and continue to rot
You say yes you will, I say no I am not
I am so tired but I cannot sleep
I am so sad but I cannot weep

I am not dead though I wish I was
This is just what my body does
I wish I knew why this nothing felt so right
I have been this way for five long nights

This isn't depression nor am I paralyzed
It's something else I have yet to realize
You were directly involved in my undoing
The reality that I feared had been looming
You were bored with me and found another to hold
Your feelings weren't the same anymore, your voice was cold

I fell right there, never to move again
Two more days until hunger takes me
I fell right there, never to move again
It will be over soon