CHOKEHOLD Video (MV)

She is just your bandaid
And I am your cut
I keep digging further
Into the wound
Cause i'm afraid to heal
What if one day you want me still?
I'm going through the hardest
I just wanna feel again
You got me in this chokehold
And I can't seem to find way
Cause every time I see your face
I want you but I don't
And i'll relapse in every way
I have a blind spot
I lose everything therapy has taught
I have a blind spot
I watch all my progress rot
You fill up my cup for awhile
Then I become part of your draught
Do you remember when we had zero doubts?
I remember back on fourth of July
Watching the fireworks
Under the warm sky
Back then I knew how to feel alive
You made me feel so high
You got me in this chokehold
And I can't seem to find way
Cause every time I see your face
I want you but I don't
And i'll relapse in every way
I have a blind spot
I lose everything therapy has taught
I have a blind spot
I watch all my progress rot
I hold onto to this feeling
Cause you'll always have a part of me
Cause you were once my everything
You got me in this chokehold
And I can't seem to find way
Cause every time I see your face
I want you but I don't
And i'll relapse in every way
I have a blind spot
I lose everything therapy has taught
I have a blind spot
I watch all my progress rot