forever? Video (MV)

We could of had it all ya know
Two kids, build a house
With a lot of land down south
Watch your stupid movies
I'd be cooking duty
I think you wanted to settle down
Have something serious in the palm of your hand
But I ran before we get to that part
Dodging broken promises from the start
We could've had it all
We could've had it all
We could've had it all
You know
But
I don't know if you'd break my heart
But if I flatlined
I don't know if I could restart
If this is getting serious
I know with experience
The walls go up and the armor comes down
I can only guess what forever would've been like now
There's chains on this rusty door
More guards up than before
High alert cause I can't be falling again
I shouldn't of run, I know
It's kinda f*cked up
I didn't give a damn
Mind controlled, by my darkest fears
I ran before I could see your heart
I dodged broken promises before they start
We could've had it all
We could've had it all
We could've had it all
You know
But
I don't know if you'd break my heart
But if I flatlined
I don't know if I could restart
If this is getting serious
I know with experience
The walls go up and the armor comes down
I can only guess what forever would've been like now