Alysha Amerson - Host the Party Lyrics

I'll buy a castle by the lake
Light lanterns every day
Throw all my goods away
Cause there's no time to waste
A letter kept in my army coat
Details a story that just can't be true
Don't waste your breathe you said
But I never listen do I?
I'd much rather romanticize
The future I know that isn't coming
So I'll dry my tears and host the party
No one likes a ghost spooking the guests inside the lobby
Find someone close
To feel their warm body
No one likes the cold unspoken soul that visits hardly
I could cut the ribbon of the city
And never feel at home with you
Part of me is expecting someone's pity
But the other part is paralyzed in fear
What if I'm the reason for the distance
Lost a game I didn't mean to play
Did I accidentally administer
The paralytic coursing through my veins
So I'll dry my tears and host the party
No one likes a ghost spooking the guests inside the lobby
Find someone close to feel their warm body
No one likes the cold unspoken soul that visits hardly
Hop in your car and try to vanish
Too damn hot you're far too panicked
Look what you did
Who's gonna pay?
I'll dry my tears and host the party
Let everybody trash my place and tell me that
They're sorry
But I'm so unconcerned about the mess that's in lobby
Find someone close and feel their warm body
No one likes the cold unspoken soul that visits hardly
I'll dry my tears and host the party
Let everybody trash my place and tell me that
They're sorry