Just a Kid Video (MV)

A kid with a mom
That loved the play sports
I knew who I was
Until things fell short
A kid with no mom
My childhood taken away
So scared to feel
It stripped my identity away

When will I not feel like i'm not the outcast?
I know we share the same blood
But it doesn't feel like that
Moved to the perfect home
While I was losing everything
I once had known
I was just a kid left feeling so alone
So I built stone cold walls
Just to numb the pain
So I could pretend to be a kid for the day

I never knew what to say
When it came to mothers day
I wasn't strong enough say
My mother had passed away
So I just sat in silence
I could never find that safe space

When will I not feel like i'm not the outcast?
I know we share the same blood
But it doesn't feel like that
Moved to the perfect home
While I was losing everything
I once had known
I was just a kid left feeling so alone
So I built stone cold walls
Just to numb the pain
So I could pretend to be a kid for the day

Just kid
Using all their strength
To be so strong
Until I finally broke down
Years later
Feeling so defeated

When will I not feel like i'm not the outcast?
I know we share the same blood
But it doesn't feel like that
Moved to the perfect home
While I was losing everything
I once had known
I was just a kid left feeling so alone
So I built stone cold walls
Just to numb the pain
So I could pretend to be a kid for the day