Alysha Amerson - Mean It Lyrics

It's 2am
And I can't out your picture down
I wanna scream
But I can't make a sound
Blood shot eyes
Cause I'm scared of the daylight
Cause I don't want anyone to see
That without you
I can't breathe
What else could I do
What hurt the most is
Being blindsided by you
I think you just said it back
I know now you didn't mean it
First loves cut the deepest
I took your knife
And for that I'm forever bleeding
Out of anyone
You were the one I wanted to mean it
Just a week before I watched you leave
You said forever, it's just you and me
I sat in my apartment on Wiley
And believed it
Oh yeah I believed it
I think you just said it back
I know now you didn't mean it
First loves cut the deepest
I took your knife
And for that I'm forever bleeding
Out of anyone
You were the one I wanted to mean it
I hope destroying me
Some how fixes you
Cause the next person you say it to
I hope you mean it
When you looked in my eyes
Was every I love you a lie
Did you ever mean it?
Did you ever mean it?
I think you just said it back
I know now you didn't mean it
First loves cut the deepest
I took your knife
And for that I'm forever bleeding
Out of anyone
You were the one I wanted to mean it