We've got something good
And I don't want to screw it up
But I don't trust myself just yet
I might seem stronger now
But this face might be a ruse
Just to keep suspicions down
You've been oh so loyal
You've been oh so kind
But I've got this sinking feeling
Hidden in the back of my mind
Have you ever been blinded by your own sick jealousy?
Do you know what it's like to wait forever?
And this day in time I'm not so sure
I'm the good friend you're searching for
Have you ever been blinded by jealousy?
What he doesn't know
Is you and I are one
Person split between two flesh
What you cannot see
Is how it's killing me
That you now have him in your fist
I've been oh so civil
I've been oh so meek
Because this entire time
I've been too paralyzed to speak
Would you really choose me over him?
I wouldn't choose you over him
I wouldn't choose, I wouldn't choose
I would never choose you over him
And this day in time I'm not so sure
I'm the good friend you're searching for
Have you ever been blinded by jealousy?
And this day in time I'm not so sure
I'm the good friend you're searching for
Have you ever been blinded by jealousy?