AM - bittersweet Lyrics

Drinkin muddy cup right
Drinkin muddy cup, drinkin muddy cup right
Drinking muddy cup
Uh
Tell me why we live to die
(To die)
Tell me why my wrongs are right
(Always right)
And tell me why my rights are wrong
Oh
I been chain smoking (Smokin)
Trina live in the moment (In the moment)
But every time, I ascertain the pain of life, I fade away right
It's hard to live in a hole
Where the only way out's overdose
The pills takin my soul
And the pills, my minds gone
And here I sit, in my room
Where the light pours in but the blood runs cold
I never thought I'd find a love like this, here I am
Oh oh oh
It's bittersweet when you're next to me
I feel your love through the galaxies
It feels so real but I know it's fake
You're a ghost, you're a ghoul, and you're in my brain
I know the drugs I take don't heal my pain
They make it worse, fill me with shame
I'm locked, I'm cursed, I'm having a bad day
But what's a good day
Tell me what I'm running from
Sometimes feel like I'm the only one
To be goin through it, I know I been hit by that cupid with his love guns
What's the meaning
I been fiendin for the purple dreamin
But I know it ain't what I want for real
Want for real, Want for real
Keepin relationships ain't easy for me, I always run away
Living my life stress free ain't easy for me I'll shake till the dawn break
Anxiety and substance abuse
I'm lost and I don't know what to do
I can't, I can't, I can't breathe
Will you please save me
It's bittersweet when you're next to me
I feel your love through the galaxies
It feels so real but I know it's fake
You're a ghost, you're a ghoul, and you're in my brain
I know the drugs I take don't heal my pain
They make it worse, fill me with shame
I'm locked, I'm cursed, I'm having a bad day
But what's a good day