Hey, still alive
Up at 3am or at 5
Pick the next issue to contrive
Then arrive at 6, back to bed
Dream the thought you placed in your head
Awaken with a color blood red
Back in reality
Nothing changes from normality
Time to conjure up a new malady
And it's all your fault, nothing more
Everything's the same as before
Imagining your feet with no floor
Decide as a passerby
Go through with it or swallow your pride
To risk it with a truth or a lie
Hesitation, confrontation
Externalize or remain a recluse
Pros and cons whichever you choose
But hey, it's another day
Always a split second away
From a full blown case of anxiety
Just the side effects, of the subtext
Of placating every wound that is cut
Of keeping my big mouth shut
Aww yeah!
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about...
Aww yeah!
Internalize
Staring at the unchanging skies
Stare through it with blood shot eyes
But the floor hasn't given out
There's nothing to complain about
Yet your mind still needs your big mouth to shout
But hey, it's another day
Always a split second away
From a full blown case of anxiety
Just the side effects, of the subtext
Of placating every wound that is cut
Of keeping my big mouth shut
Aww yeah!
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about...
Aww yeah!