Amalo - diesct Lyrics

Losing myself
I got no confidence
Gotta pull myself out of the struggle
The murder is subtle
Been feeling so ghost, struggle
Losing my mind it's a
Said i'll never
I'll never understand all of my thoughts, my withdrawals
Breathing like I got a second too live
Don't wanna heal for my kids
Pick up the pen and feel nothing
I wish it would end
Said, i wish it would end
Anxiety got me shaking like parkinsons
Turned thirteen became fatherless, uh

Give me a reason to live
Give me a reason to live
Cuts right under my shins
I never wanna give in, f*ck
Never wanna run out of love
Never wanted too be out of touch
But my heaven's so far I cannot feel my toes
And i've run out drugs, yuh
Give me a reason too live
I'll give you a reason too sin
A reason why you shouldn't give up, f*ck
I'm pleasing my bitch, yea
I'm in her guts, cuts under my shins
I never wanna give in
F*ck