Amanda J Ewing - I'll Be Missing You Lyrics

It's been months of riding these rollercoaster highs and lows
As you pull me in then you push me away
But no-one has ever made me feel the way that you do
And I'm finding it hard to walk away

I f*cking love you, but I hate you
But most of all I'll be missing you
I keep telling myself this
It's got me so bad and I can't last
I'm hopelessly stuck in the past
How do I break through?

Your heart was never mine to hold
With her I could never compete
We may have had something in the past
But I was always gonna come out beat

I f*cking love you, but I hate you
But most of all I'll be missing you
I keep telling myself this
It's got me so bad and I can't last
I'm hopelessly stuck in the past
How do I break through?

You finally return my text
You tell me you've stopped taking the meds
You don't feel sad anymore
Since you got rid of me
You're finally free
And you can sleep well like before

I f*cking love you, but I hate you
But most of all I'll be missing you
I keep telling myself this
It's got me so bad and I can't last
I'm hopelessly stuck in the past
How do I break through?

I f*cking love you, but I hate you
But most of all I'll be missing you
I keep telling myself this
It's got me so bad and I can't last
I'm hopelessly stuck in the past
How do I break through?

I f*cking love you, but I hate you
But most of all I'll be missing you