Big boy now but still not grown
Lost boy tryna find his away all Alone
For the meantime I smoke & po Up
Cause we born to die & we only Growing up
Half my homies going to college & Living well
While the other half, dead, killing, Living in jail
Which side of the story will I tell
Kids grew up & we ain't drug free
No longer innocent, will my elders Love me
They said be drug free so it won't Take your life over
Now I can't imagine life sober
Dark clouds above me with this Weight on my shoulder
Life as a teen getting older
Remember them days when life was Stress free
(We all do)
Now we craving happy days, Wondering when will the next be?
Kids around my age really dying the Most
They either murdered, killed Themselves or overdosed
Kids really do see ghosts
Friends & family no longer with us That we never let go
That's fasho
Parents aging
Knew it was coming but could never Have no preparation
Tommorrow never promised so Always let em know that you Appreciate them
Even at times when you think you Hate em
Hero's turned to villains
So I pray the lord
Forgiving my sinning
Instead of saving they killing
Now I'm developing the same Feeling
When you down ain't nobody gon Hold you
Life gets better, the biggest lie they Could of told you
The real world
That
Your parents Ain't wanna show you
(Welcome)
Big boy now but still not Grown
Lost boy tryna find his away all Alone
For the meantime I smoke & po Up
Cause we born to die & we only Growing up