Ambar Cassidy - i tried Lyrics

Reacting to what's happening
Didn't give me time to think
Lashing out and breaking down
Put up the wall shut out the rest
Saying whatever's in my head
Hurt them first get in their head
Can't hurt if I hurt them first
Can't leave if I leave first
And I keep pushing people away
And wonder why I'm always alone
Don't wanna let anyone close
Rather do it all on my own
I tried running away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
I don't mean to make you hurt
I tried hiding away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
I don't mean to make you hurt
When you gonna let someone in
When you gonna see that it's okay
The doubt has got the wheel swerving tryna dodge what's in its way
And I keep pushing people away
And wonder why I'm always alone
Don't wanna let anyone close
Rather do it all on my own
(My own, my own)
I tried running away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
I don't mean to make you hurt
I tried hiding away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
I don't mean to make you hurt
I tried running away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
I don't mean to make you hurt
I tried hiding away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
I don't mean to make you hurt
I tried running away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
I don't mean to make you worry
I don't mean to make you hurt
I tried hiding away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
I don't mean to make you hurt