Amber Balleras - any kind of love Lyrics

I wonder if
You ever thought about, ever thought about your exes
And I'm sorry it's just
My insecurity, insecurity, I'm so pathetic
But it doesn't matter anymore
Cause you've already left, my heart feels it's at fault
Well, I should have known
That lovin' you would just hurt more
Now I'm stuck in the shower writing songs about how much I hate myself
Cause now I'm selfish, jealous, desperate
For any kind of love from anybody else
Be it toxic, platonic, spontaneous, it's your fault I don't care
Cause now I'm selfish, jealous, desperate
For any kind of love from anybody else
What do I do now
With our shared playlists, Netflix to-do-list
I'm not the move-on type (I don't want that, God, I don't want to do that)
And I'm so upset
That you made me know what I'm craving for
What honeymoon love feels like (Wait, did you hear?)
But it doesn't matter anymore (ha, ha)
Cause now I just feel stupid for expecting more
Now look at me
I should have known
That loving
You would just hurt more
Now I'm stuck in the shower writing songs about how much I hate myself
Cause now I'm selfish, jealous, desperate
For any kind of love from anybody else (ha)
Be it toxic, platonic, spontaneous, it's your fault I don't care (ha)
Cause now I'm selfish, jealous, desperate
For any kind of love from anybody else