Amistad - WAR! Lyrics

You stood me up
When I was going thru all of that pain
Why i'm sposed to fight my demons
When it's you that drains
You stabbed my back
You took the closest people I adore
Lord Please forgive my soul
I can't take it no more
Cause I had myself
When I was going thru all of that pain
And I sent you plenty prayers
But not a damn thing changed
You stabbed my back
You took the closest people I adore
So Lord Please forgive my soul
It's time to go to war

I can't even think straight
My body full of pain
Tried my hardest with it all
They took the easy way
You took my Granny's Life
Then you took my Mom's Mom
Now My Grandad Hustle gone
Don't tell me to b calm
I Don't think they deserved it
F*ck that, I know that tthey didn't!
Expecting me to give you Love,
When you don't save your own children
Then I get a text
Talking bout my Auntie passed
And it killed me inside to learn
How she spent her last
Breath
Over a f*cking heart attack
She must've known
Cause she did't even want us to bring her back
Asked my Cousin how she feeling
And it kinda threw me off
Said it didn't really hit her
Like she wanted to at all
How we sposed to enjoy life?
Knowing death just gone end it all
I ain't get a sign yet
How the f*ck i'm supposed to call?
Never had this type of feeling
But I can bear through it all
Let me hit the after life
I'm gone be your downfall

You stood me up
When I was going thru all of that pain
Why i'm sposed to fight my demons
When it's you that drains
You stabbed my back
You took the closest people I adore
Lord Please forgive my soul
I can't take it no more
Cause I had myself
When I was going thru all of that pain
And I sent you plenty prayers
But not a damn thing changed
You stabbed my back
You took the closest people I adore
So Lord Please forgive my soul
It's time to go to war

You say you Love us
But why you letting all of this pain
Gett inside the world
Said he want to blow his brains
On his birthday
Man My Nigga supposed to be Happy
Looking out for a nigga
Cause He don't want me trappin
And My Brudda told me
That there's sposed to be A Baby
So When he broke the news to me
I couldn't even face it
Mama K was getting sick
And I thought it was over
She was always there for me
And i'm glad we got closer
There's some things that I have done
To where I can't get closure
So I spark da blunt, take a sip
And up the dosage
I could give two f*cks
On If We really deserved it
We supposed to be your Family
But you got us hurting
Man I told you
It would eventually come to this
I Can never forgive you
For all this shit that you did
My time is coming
And I know that bitch is real soon
Celebrate a life to end it
Your existence I impugn

You stood me up
When I was going thru all of that pain
Why i'm sposed to fight my demons
When it's you that drains
You stabbed my back
You took the closest people I adore
Lord Please forgive my soul
I can't take it no more
Cause I had myself
When I was going thru all of that pain
And I sent you plenty prayers
But not a damn thing changed
You stabbed my back
You took the closest people I adore
So Lord Please forgive my soul
It's time to go to war