Resent Video (MV)

I never meant to upset you
But I said it
Like I was drenched in matters of old guilt
Like a laminated spill
I present it
And I've been banking on these insufficient plans
Knowing I don't mean them enough
But I keep looking at the ugly parts of me
Thinking about how you're the only one
Who could love them
I'm beginning to believe it
I see it looking down at myself
That enormous sound forming
Well it can't be that bad
It violates all that I have
Hung on to the moment I felt you
Slipping away
But I can't be that mad
I did what I wanted
It's what I created
I do resent this
I do resent this